i have big dreamz..i have so many things tt i wan to complete in my life..i dun wan to live a simple and normal life like many other ppl in the world..i wan to live a life tt everyone envy..am i expecting too much frm myself.?haiz..
but suddenll i feel tt i am too weak to do anything now..i dun tink i am able to fufill all my dreamz..the harder i try the more tired i am...
i'm so afraid..i'm so scared tt i cannot last through this yr..i'm scared tt i give up half way and not do well for my o level and regret for life..
i always tell myself tt i mz get less than 15 for L1R5 for o level..and i hope to go to sajc although it will move to a very far place..am i going to give up cos i dun wish to put in my best?

nowadays me arh..got alot of gan chu..haha.i tink it is cos of band..haha...i also dunno..maybe cos SYF coming..maybe cos i going to step down...maybe cos my juniors jz rock so much..haha..yoyoyo..becoming auntie fangling le..haha
was reading hui ee's blog..looking at how all the alumni are worrying for us..and some of the ppl in the band still living in their lala world..when are they going to wake up..when we got our silver in SYF ater putting in so much hard work..NO WAY..i will nvr us to get a silver!..NO!!!!!!!!i believe we deserve the gold..since we worked so hard for it..
i really hope tt all the ppl in the band will really put in their bez for the nxt 18days lo..ppl it's onli 18 days...really plz give in ur all can?!u noe we can get the gold and it is really if we wan to do it anot..so plz..it will be too late to regret!

let band be an enjoyment but not a duty!!!!

tml we will be going to sch meeting all the 'big big' bands..do not fear..jz put in our best..the more we fear the worst we will do...

CHANGE MY BLOGSKIN!!

find it rather cute..haha..

yuhuuuu...tml is a public holiday..have been wating for this day for so long..haha..cos i got so much hw to rush through this weekend..haha..and at last i can wake up later..haha..so happi so happi..although i have to saty home and do hw..i still feel vey happy as i noe tt i mz fin my hw..and once i finish my hw i can heave a sigh of relief le..haha.
so proud of my juniors today..haha..although we spent a long time to work on the middle portion of 'seventh nite of july'..but at least we accomplished something..haha..i am so proud of them..they are so cool..thank u for hard work u all have put in k?haha..but we will not stop here..we will cont to make goos music..haha..and be the best section..SAXOPHONE SECTION rock my world!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(okie*raise hand*)
y ppl jz say things for the sake of saying..do they mean wat they say?y this thing mz happen to me..cant u jz shut up!cant u jz leave me alone..and live in our own lives..wtf

yoz ppl..i'm online again after working so hard for the past few hrs..feeling so tired now..i realised copying hw also very tired de neh..i have no choice to copy as tml i have to pass up my maths file and i dun have enough time to finish them during the holidays..feeling so stressed up too..so many things to do lo..wat a life..haha..i realise tt i onli have two weeks to prepare for my mid yr after my SYF...oh no..where got enough time..still mz study sec 3 work..i can jolly well go and eat shit..boo hu hu..
my bro,bonic's bdae is coming..haha..he is inviting us to his place for bbq on april 5..haha..so excited..get to see al my famliy member again..muahahah..and can see my fake mummy and daddy..haha..and i can relax a bit beh..hopefully..
my sis bf bought her a zen micro..cannot stand it..i wan one too..but no money..i am going to save up to buy one beofre my o's..so tt it can keep me company throughout the thoughest time of my yr..haha..
i cut my fringe today..muahaha..

wat am i doing here online..i am suppose to be doing all my unfinished hw and study for tml's chi test..oh my..tinking of it make me sick..yawnz...
guess wat ppl..now then i believe there are do ppl tt resemble each other alot..although they both live in two diff world..haha..
recently i met this guy tt looks and resemble so much of my fren..the way he act(walk tok..) his personalities dressing..etc etc...let me remind of him so much lei..diao..totally canot believe my eyes..haha..oh ya..both of them also have weird surname and name..haha..wat a coincidence rite..haha...but i believe tt both have their hidden extra and special things in them..haha..
but it is so cool..haha...they are simply to alike..muahaha...

back back..cack frm my 2 days one nite band camp..haha..ermz..overall i find it ok lo..haha..but there is something tt happen in the band camp tt let me learn alot of things..haha..i learn tt as a section we sld really bond together and really work wif a common goal..ard 20 more days to SYF..in this 20 days..i am going to give my bez and really work so hard for the band tt i have no regrets on the day of competition..ya..maybe ppl will say tt treat it as a performance..ya..but the fact is it is a competition..not onli wif the other schs but aslo wif myself..i have to exceed my own limits and give in me really best..
after the camp i also feel tt i am more bonded wif my section already...haha..i feel so happy bout it..haha..i hope the others feel the same way too..haha..but the sad thing is we are onli close onli 20 days before SYF..=(
to the saxophone section:LOVE U ALL!!!!!!!=) we will all work hard together and be the BEST section!

wuhoo!

hi ppl..i changed my blog skin myself..well done..*clapclap*i am so proud of myself..muahaha..
anyway i went shopping yest..haha..spent quite alot de..and bought many thing..haha..-top-skirt-wallet-foundation-slippers..haha,,after buying all htis things..i realised i am totally so broke..my my..muahahah..how am i going to survive for the rest of the weekk..haha..i sld go request frm my mum for early pocket money..muahaha..
tml got band camp..so will not be able to blog for the nxt few days..sianz..but i promise to blog once i have the chance k..haha
gtg..got to go watch tv then later go do hw and pack my bag and prepare to go for camp tml..muahaha..tata..=)

my FiRst entrY

muahaha..always wanted to write this entry..haha..but cannot figure out how to use the whole blog..haha..now i noe..haha..even changed some of the colours of my blog..haha..i tink i am a genius..haha..
i wan to thank wanting for making this blog possible as i really lazy and dunno how to make a blog tt look nice..haha..so thnaks to wanting i mange to get a blog of my own..wahaha..so happy..and now i can do all my blogging here..thank u wanting