I HATE COCKROACHES

i simply cant stand cockroaches.y cant they go extinct.they are so horrible.esp those which have long feelers and can fly..oh my god..i dun even tink u wan to tink bout them..as they are really so gross and they give u goosebumps..looking at them really makes my heart stops..tt day i went home late cos i went out wif the band ppl to marina to eat steamboat..as colby is leaving for US on mon..me yuet fang fabian yao lun and aidil stayed awhile at je mrt platform to tok tok..when i was walking home frm the mrt station bout 12am, i was terrorised by lots of cockroaches..i feel so silly walking and stopping amd hopping whenever i see one..it was really bad tt i cant even cont walking as there are at least one at every corner..so i called home for help..but my heartless younger sis refused to help me..so i called my mum's hp instead but she din on..as i ws msging aidil then..i called him in the end instead..he was nice enough to tok to be till i reach home despite the fact tt he cant do much and laugh at my silliness.haha..anyway once i reach home i started crying to my mum about how bad was my journey home..arhz!so in conclusion I HATE COCKROACHES and i will go home early in the future to avoid seeing them..my elder sis say tt she is going to lodge a complain(haha..she is jz joking)

haha..today is a laughing day..muahaha..had so much laughter during pw lesson wif my grp without bobby..i tink is he is ard the whole atmosphere will be rather awkard and solemn..haha..anyway..we had a name for our group- "THE TOHS" just because 3 of them in our grp live in area which starts with toh..(toh tuck and toh guan).it was really total crap..we are an unforcus grp cos we start to bitch after every 5 mins..cant even settle down to discuss the grd rules for the grp..haha..so funny
my grp was quite ok..but there is another grp which have quite a bit of conflict..really hope tt things will turn out ok for them..no matter wat..jz open and close one eyes and everything will be over..hahaha..
went to cut my hair today..

had swollen eyes again..so din go to sch today..had 2 days mc, medcine and an injection..too bad i can onli make use of half of the mc as tml got chem prac test..muahaha..so lazy to study for it..jz referred to the past few pracs i did..hopefully i can remember them..muahaha..reall pray hard tt i can test the gases tml..
i feel tt my blog entries are getting more and more boring..i have no choice either cos life recently has been monotonous..nth much to blog about..and i am too lazy and tired..haha..
slept alot today..so shiok..

today is a better day!
went k box with tian ju in the afternoon..met sherwei, kat and yao lun there too..we all went to sing..haha..sang alot of songs..really enjoy myself alot..haha..after singing i really feel much better and happier..haha..i shall do more things tt will make me happy more often in the future..haha..
going to support cmb at orchard hotel ball room tml!all the best for their competition tml..jia you..love u all lots!

in a SUPER DUPER BAD MOOD
today..for the whole tt i am very unwilling to tok to anyone at home and even do anything..i jz feel like isolating myself and rot in a corner..i dunno wat's when wrong wif me..but i tink i am somehow affected by many things..many times in the day..i jz feel like crying out loud and get everything over and done with..my tears jz stop after a few drops..i am still feel very sad now..my day is jz as bad as the weather today..i really hope tml will be a better day..i really hope to be ever happy like the msg i received..today is a bad day!!!

i have no idea why are u giving urself so many things to do at the same time?it is really gd to be inspired to achieve something great..but will u really be happy keeping urself so busy and making urself so tired everyday?u are weird..a person who is passionate about everything..at first i tot tt i sld be happy for u tt u are really tinking for ur future.but now..i suddenly feel so scared cos i know soon u will not be the person i noe cos all the things tt u are going to go through is going to mould u into another person..

i have a retarded com..a com tt always remain in the yr 2001..so toopid la..also dunno wat happened..jz hope tt i can cont to come online anytime i wan..plz dun give me any prob..
oh my..i realised tt my class having a inter conflict and it is getting abit serious..i underestimated the whole situation..i tot everything is ok and tt they are getting aong well..oh my..how?i really hope things will not worsen.....
took pics wif my class ppl today..had so much fun..laugh laugh laugh and laugh..shall upload onto my bog once i get them frm erwin..haha..
yest got hockey..everyone is so lethargic..we play floor ball again..but this time the whole game seems so draggy..everyone doesnt seems to have to mood to practise at all..i tink we are going to buy hockey sticks too..i cant wait to practise wif the real hockey stick..and really get the actual feel of being a hockey player..
acjc rugby team played against mi today!and.................WE WON!!!!hahahaha..
cmb taking part in the competition against bands frm other countries this sun..i really hope tt they can do the sch the nation and the seniors proud..i really hope tt i can be there to support them...mz jiayou..i really love u all lots esp the saxophone section..(remember our OKIE?!!!!*raise hands*

i love ONE SA THREE!!!went out for a last min class outing to fish and co at wheelock today..muahaha..was a glutton..eat alot..le le claire and i shared the seafood platter for 2 and fish and chip..was real full after tt..haha..our class got lots of scandals now..so toopid lo..muahaha..and all the nick names for all the ppl..my class have many nice ppl..
saw this gal at the crumpler shop!she got 2 ang moh body guards la..so extreme..the gal is kind of fat and so does her fren...aiyo but the fact tt she has body guards really show tt she is a really big shot la..
feeling so affected by someone today..i am not trying to discourage the person but we sld all know our limits..and the someone kind of disappoint me quite abit..after much tinking i noe tt i sld cont supporting the someone and dun doubt the person's ability..
i wan to learn jap..but i dun tink i can cope wif the intensive lessons starting in june which is like twice a week..cos by then hockey training will be three times a week..i wun have to time and energy to...aiyo..how?
dun look down on me..i can survive in hockey!i will nvr quit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

i am aching so much..i feel like a pregnant lady hu cannot walk and sit properly..so pain..feeling so terrible..the cause of the pain is due to mon's pe and wed hockey traning..
training was better than last week..as usual we di our conditionning and we played floor ball this week..it was to let us have a feel of hockey and love it even more..i am so proud of myself for running ard so much and perspire so much too..haha.although i am feeling real tired..but i am redy to work hard cos i really wan to get into the hockey sch team..cos of hockey i will love to perspire and train my stamina..i mz jia you..i can no longer tink tt i am unable to make it..if i tink i can i can!!!
i am feeling so discouraged this feel day..i suddenly feel tt i am so dumb..i dun seems to be exceling in watever i do..the feeling really suck and i hate it..but i will cont to be YONG YUAN KUAI LE!!=D