RAHH WAT DO U WAN?!!!!!

are we strangers?

halo ppl..nvr blog for very long le..was feeling very tired after i came back frm taiwan..slept alot for the past few days..haha..taiwan was ok lo..dun really like the place..however my younger sis seems to be in love wif tt place la..wahaha..the roadside food there are very delicious..better than the food provided by the restuarants.i love the dessert there..miss the beancurd there..really very nice..so smooth..different frm those u can find in spore..haha..
went to RGS wif my cousin today for their cca open house..i totally feel so out of place..cos i am neither her parents nor sibling.endured an hour talk..i am trying so hard not to fall asleep la..haha..when my cousin was having her guided tour ard the sch..i went to a corner of the sch to slp..i noe it is very unglam but i am really very tired..haha..the RGS's hall is not tt big bah..i tot the sch will be very wow...looking at the students there makes me tink alot lei..
i was wondering if i cld have been smarter and more hardworking and enter tt sch.how my life will be?it's so nice to be smart..to be in a sch everyone dreams to go..it sld be rather cool to be in a gals' sch rite?haha..this is an experience which i can nvr experience le..such a pity..
being in RGS also makes me miss my secondary sch life..haha..i admit tt i kinda regret entering css..haha..however i noe tt if i'm not in css i will nvr meet all my wonderful frenz and learn so much bout BAND..being in band is really one of my happiest memories i have..during tt time i really felt tt i am doing stuff to make my life more meaningful..all the efforts we put in for all competitions and performances are all worth it..i love all my bandmates..i love my dear saxophone..i love the dirty band room.i love SYF.i miss being in blue and taking 180 to sch..
there's so many regrets in my life..but i noe i cant live my life wif regrets..i jz have to accept all the decisions i made.decisions do change someone..i have made some decisions which cause me to lose many smiles.rahh..there's no way i can change anything.so i can onli live the best out of everything now!i am still going to be happy!!!
maybe greater hope will really bring about greater disappointment bah..wif regards to certain stuffs i tink i shall not put too high hopes on them..i have lots to learn bout being optimmistic!many times this yr, i told myself tt i have to be strong and brave..GANBATTE FANGLING!!!!
insignicant.ignored.moodswing?.petty?.worldsapart?.nohope.optimmistic.habit.independent.mistake?.

HALO PPL..i will be leaving for taiwan tml..will be going for 7 days.muahaha..
till now i am still not feeling very excited bout my trip..cos i'm more scared than excited..haha..nvr travel for very long le..scared tt i will go missing in taiwan and the journey on the plane will be scary..haha..rahh...i am so timid..scared of this scared of tt..
i believe tt i will have lots of fun.as i will be going wif all my crazy cousins hu will make my trip so enjoyable..i cant wait to feast in taiwan..i wan to buy lots of things back..i need to buy bags shoes watches and hopefully more clothes..i need to shop badly again..haha..
will be spending my xmas in taiwan..a rare experience which i wan to remember..haha..i'll come back to tell u ppl how taiwanese celebrate their xmas..have been listening to lots of xmas songs this few days..totally getting into the xmas mood..i wish tt santa claus will come and visit me..haha..
will miss u ppl!see u all soon!bye bye!<3

went for pri sch outing jz now..although not many turned up..but i feel happy to see all of them together..toking bout our pri sch experience is always fun..haha..love them all..had lots of fun..i tot the whole bbq will be a failure cos it's always drizzling..but god is nice..he provide us wif nice weather..making our bbq successful once again..YEAH.i love my pri sch..and i am proud to be an alumni of jurong pri sch!
however i'm not very happy today..my sis and him are leaving singapore tml..he will be off for a week and my sis will be away for 2 weeks..crap..i am so going to miss them lots..rahh..trying to control my emotions the whole day..i dun wan to cry..dun wan to feel sad bout everything..haha..trying to feel excited bout my taiwan trip..haha..all the shopping and food tt i can eat..my sis and mum have alredy packed their luggage when we are onli leaving on tue..haha..HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY.going to send my sis off tml..i am so going to cry..NOT CRYING NOT CRYING NOT CRYING..i have to be brave..fangling JIAYOU!!!!
16 is a nice no!i love it.
will miss u lots.

was not feeling very well today..haha..but i'm ok now le..haha..
it has been raining the whole day..my house is so windy lo..haha..so cold..haha..went to my aunt's house in the afternoon to borrow luggages..haha..my elder sis also needed some winter wear..was rather happy tt my cousins are finally back in spore..they will be coming to my house tml..happy happy..miss them lots..haha..the whole house is so quiet without them..my mum has to be busy wif them so tt she can nag lesser..haha.
was rather moody today too..haha..but after much tots..i am feeling dumb bout everything..i'm perfectly fine now!happy as ever..no longer wan to tink bout dumb stuff.i am not going to get unhappy over the same old thing again..i am going to be understanding and keep cool..i shall do nth to make to regret...haha..
had lots to tell..but nvr have the chance too..actually those stuffs are nth impt..nvm..
sat will be a sad day for me..hope i wun cry..i am a brave gal!WAHAHA
all my entries are always so fragmented and does not make sense..
it's jz 16 days..14 more days to go!!!!!!
RAHHHH...I FEEL SO USED...U SUCK!!!!!if u ever read this.

well well..i nvr blog for so long..haha..was feeling lazy and tot tt i have nth much to say bout my life..haha..
was looking thru all the pics i took over the yr with 1SA3..haha..cant help feeling happy but sad at the same time..haha..happy cos i really had lots of fun being with them.had lots of wonderful memories which i do not wish to forget ever..sad cos this yr has passed so quickly..very soon we will all be J2s busy wif our upcoming major exam and graduate..haha..naturally we will all have to move on, taking diff paths..i really hope tt we can still meet up often then..haha..i love to talk bout happy stuff of the past..muahaha..i am such an ah ma..
i will be going to taiwan next tue..i am quite looking towards it..haha..nvr travel for very long le..and i dun really wish to stay in spore then..haha..well so it's a gd thing tt i am going away..haha..i hope taiwan will be fun..hope the place will not be too busy..and i dun miss home..haha..

went to do cip for the standard chartered marathon today..was very tiring cos we din managed to slp the whole nite..we are suppose to report at 2.30 am this morning at padang..went to beatrix's house to stayover and head to padang together as a class..haha..we took the nite rider which cost 3 bucks for a trip..din noe tt it is so ex la..haha..had to change bus outsides tangs..waited for super duper long..took taxi in the end..but was rather cheap..onli 1.50 per person..gd gd..
when we reached padang..there was a big mess.we totally have no idea where we were allocated to..supposely,all the acsians were in the same station..but dunno y they last min change..then our class ppl were slipt up la..thank god tt our ic was FLEXIBLE so made most of our class ppl in the same grp..
reach east coast park at 4 plus am..tried to slp..was quite pathetic cos have to lie on the benches in the pavillion to slp..haha..so cold lo..i was a road marhsal..my job is to cheer the runner on.haha..shouted continously for hours la..i tot i am going to lose my voice..thank god i am feeling ok now..haha..
so cool to see the first few runners coming towards me..as expected..they are skinny blackies..haha..so running so quickly la..muahaha..alot of ppl took part la..be it they can run or not..some of them were really walking the whole marathon la..so irritating..make me stand there for so long..no matter i still selude them for having the determination to finish the race..haha..
was feelin very tired after the whole cip..was feeling very grumpy..needed the bed so badly..haha..
took some pics..shall get it frm lele soon!