i'm missing many ppl suddenly.i felt tt i'm starting to lose contact wif many ppl..even wif my very gd frenz like louise and tj.hockey and sch work always make me so busy and tired to contact them..i cant even find time to go out wif them..rahh..i tink i am givin myself too many excuses..i feel tt i am a bad fren..i really miss them alot..i wan to noe how they are now..and i have so much to tell them.

kiku said tt i seldom blog..therefore this entry is for her!haha..
i will be going for a 5 days hockey camp in sch frm tml onwards..not really looking forward to it cos i have many other things to do this holiday and i am scared bout the toughness of the camp..i really hope things will turn out ok..i am so going to miss home.after joining hockey, i jz love being home.cant wait to go home after sch on the days which i have no hockey..
he left me in spore again..though this is not the first time but i still feel as bad as the first time when he was away..rahh..i'm feeling so sad and distracted today..i am waiting for his call now..haha..i cant msg him cos he dun allow me to.waiting is all i can do..=(
i hope tt i will not get too dark after the 5 days and tt i can slim down!!!!may the 5 days pass very quickly!!!
btw thanks tj for all the encouragement u have given me..u motivated me to do even better and to tell myself tt i am not as 'small' as wat i tot i am..(nice card!!)love ya..

i realises tt my entries recently are rather negative..haha..but i really dun have much happy stuff which i wan to blog bout..maybe the fact tt i got into the team!haha..i am really gld tt my effort is paid off.i noe tt this is onli the beginning for me..i have to work harder once i am in the team..more hardwork and lesser free time..haha..
hockey camp will be frm mon to fri next week in sch..so sad tt we canot go to malaysian..=(and i dun have time to study for my terms..i have to work even harder these days..no slacking..i dun wan to be stressed up..relax relax..take a deep breathe..haha..
ganbatte fangling!!!