muh blog!!

2008-01-20T06:44:00.000-08:00

halo my dear blog..it has been so long since i made used of u..haha..welll i guess i jz need a place to jot down some tots..
i miss being a student..i miss wearing sch uniform and carrying my backpack..i hate being an adult (partly due to the overly expensive transport fees).i miss the route i took when i go to sch each day..i miss my classmates.i guess i am too used seeing them almost everyday tt i jz miss being with them so much..i cant deny tt it's because of my wonderful classmates which make me treasure every sch day and faithfully go to sch..i hope tt we will really not lose contact..haha..let's make an effort to meet up often k?
suddenly everything just becomes so real..guys going into army with some not coping well and frens leaving singapore to further their studies..cant our lives be simple and happy..haha.
i dun wan to be jealous of others..i wan to live my life to the fullest..haha..but i guess i am not doing anything much to make it happen..someone pls urge me to do something bout my empty life..haha.wat do i really wan to pursue?how can i let my dreams come true..
btw i am taking jap now..rather interesting..but i am rather lazy to practise more..haha..where is the usual fangling who quite enjoy studying..haha..
love love

2007-07-21T22:41:00.000-07:00

AHHHH.i hate my life now..so stressful and tiring..i kinda wake up in fear almost everyday cos i know i have so much to do and have so little time..rahh..the fear of not able to finish wat i planned to do..i am feeling so discouraged too.jz felt tt no matter wat i do i still wun do well.how?!i dun have time..i need miracle to happen.it's diff to put how i feel in words..BUT I'M STRESSED..WAHAHA

2007-06-16T08:43:00.001-07:00

oh freak i'm raining

2007-06-16T07:23:00.000-07:00

i was smiling to slp this morning, recieving all the 'happy birthday' and blessing frm all the ppl who remembered my birthday..haha..
i went to ZOO.yes it's singapore zoological garden..haha.it has been so long since i went to the zoo.so i decided to do something special on the impt 18th yr of my life..haha..i went with tj louise aidil and augustine..haha..i had lots of fun looking at all the animals.blah blah blah..haha..and i hope all of them had fun too..haha.we walked for quite long lo..haha..frm 10.30 to about 2pm..haha..we have strong legs..haha..well i tink the WHITE tigers had made the greatest impression on me cos they really look so pretty and wow..haha.the elephant show was very nice too..haha..our lunch was KFC.and had ben and jerry for dessert..haha..yum yum yum..shall put up some pics once i get hold of them..gee.i love the ZOO.wahaha.
went to my grandma house in the evening..haha..got ba zhang to eat.i love my grandma's ba zhang.it's the best in tho world.i ate quite a few..so feeling quite fat and guilty now..opps..shall go on a diet tml..haha..had cake too..but i purposely choose something without cream..haha..but well my hair got messed up instead..haha..i feel fortunate to have my aunties uncles and cousins to celebrate my bdae with..gee
aidil gave me this cd with a video which he made it himself..i am really touched..haha..really brought back alot of my memories..haha..i mz admit tt i almost cried..thank u so much aidil!!!=)and we will remain friends forever!!!gee

thank u:
louise!
tianju!
aidil!
augustine!!
khairy
jiamin
erwin
jongling
jieli
kimberly
mengqi
shihua
zhiqi
jiayue
cindy
claire
tammie
brian
xiner
kat
ah poh
yuhan
beatrix
wanting
yuetfang
jane
peirong
joel
hongyu
weijun
for remembering and giving me all ur blessings.u ppl really make my day=)=)

had a few disappointment today..but i am not going to let them affect my day..i am happy!!!gee.

2007-06-14T08:28:00.000-07:00

i'm going to the zoo zoo zoo.gee.

i'm lucky to have u.thank u for doing so much for me.

2007-06-12T06:11:00.000-07:00

i'm a nerd

MY BIRTHDAY IS IN 4 DAYS TIME.haha..cant help but feeling abit excited bout it..although i still have no idea how am i going to celebrate my bdae but i am excited bout being 18..haha.."shi ba yi duo hua"(you will be a flower when u turn 18).means i will be a pretty gal..WAHAHA.amd i moe i will be going to the zoo.YIPPEE.cant wait to see how much have the zoo changes and the animals..haha..

went for cip at the singapore sci centre last wed and thurs..although i din manage to help much during the DNA lessons i enjoyed myself doing all the random stuff and toking to beatrix yinzhen augustine and the ppl working there..haha..their working environment is rather relax and stressless..they are also very friendly and crazy..haha..we also have 5 dollars MCdonalds vouncher each day..haha..

12 more days to sch reopen..haha..i still have alot of work and revision to do la..rahh..was rushing through my work today..i'm having backache for sitting at my table for so long..hahahaha..sld i finish my revision or finish my work first?haha..GANBATTE.

anw.HAPPY BIRTHDAY XINLING and all the GEMINIs in the world..haha..love love

2007-06-04T07:37:00.000-07:00

oh no i forget wat i wan to blog bout..haha..my sis jz came home..she is complaining to my dad bout how horrible and rude taxi driver was..haha..so funny.maybe she will get wrinkles soon.haha..if she read this entry she is so going to kill me la..
i'm rather broke le la.i'm eating into my savings.my savings which i wan to shop wif..rahh..wanted to shop badly..but since i am broke now, i no longer feel excited bout it le la..rahh..FOOD IS SO COSTLY.no wonder so many ppl in the world are still live in poverty..haha..

2007-06-01T06:19:00.000-07:00

dun ask me anything.
and i noe u prolly wun read this...

do u wan to tok to me?are u unhappy wif me?are u jz tired?tell me if u wan to be left alone.tell me if u are unhappy.tell me wat sld i do now..rahh.i feel so ignored and helpless.

2007-05-28T09:01:00.000-07:00

jz came back frm acjc choir concert..haven even change and remove my make up..haha..watching "beauty and the geek" now..super funny show..haha.laughing my head off..
28 one of my fav numbers..haha..gd day.had fun.i will not complain bout wat i have.haha.

2007-05-19T08:27:00.000-07:00

3rd and 4th placing:ACJC vs RJC [0-2]
two injustice goals!!!it was comfrimed by the ampire tt the first sld not be counted as the players were not 5 yards away frm each other when they are btw the D and dotted line..rahh..so pissed..not tt i am a sore loser but i seriously dun tink RJ deserve the 2 goals.i can say tt our team played well and fought hard..i noe we wan it and nvr give up till the very last whistle..haha..i am so proud of acjc hockey'07..i tink it's our common goal, hard work and ac spirit tt brought us this far..of course, we cant forget GOD for all the wonderful things he did during this seasons..haha..
i'm starting to miss hockey le..although sometimes i really dread training due to laziness and tiredness.but i cant deny tt i love hockey frm the bottom of my heart..haha..i was watching the FA cup jz now..the match reminded me so much bout hockey.how the forwards run into space to receive the ball and beat the defender..haha..i learnt so much from hockey..i nvr regret not giving up on hockey, thanks to all my friends who continued to encourage me and keep me going..haha..
it had been a wonderful season..long but unforgettable..all the friendships tt i have made.18th MAY 2007 .i will nvr forget..i love all the hockey gals..haha..
end of hockey season=start of mugging..ganbatte!!!

was in a bad mood these few days..rahh.i wan to be understanding..does by caring lesser makes u feel better..i dun wan to be a stress giver..rahh...am i really so scary..haha..i dunno y, but it really hurts to noe tt i am a stress giver.the feeling is back.can anyone do anything special to cheer me up?leaving me alone wun help..i wan TRUE HAPPINESS from the bottom of my heart!=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=)=) ( 16 smileys and 16th of each mth will always be my fav day!!!)

2007-05-13T05:53:00.001-07:00

have been very busy and tired this few weeks..haha..i need more sleep and energy..i am always sleeping during classes these day la..felt so bad..next week will also be a hectic week for me..ACJC HOCKEY'07 got into the semis..haha..it will be taking place on mon 14 may 2007 3pm at delta..haha..do come and support us..
sometimes i really hope tt things will end very soon..but i dun i will get used to life without hockey..haha..
"selective memory" is the best medicine to all ur hurts and disappointment?

2007-05-13T05:53:00.000-07:00

2007-05-05T00:49:00.000-07:00

i'm feeling really sad today.disappointed, hurt and angry.i have not cried so badly for some time.my heart hurts.
how can i feel better?i tried not tinking bout everything.forget tt it every happen and get on wif life.i even stop breathing to stop my heart frm pumping to make it hurts lesser.but i am still not happier!!i really wan to be happy again..rahh..

2007-05-05T00:26:00.000-07:00

2007-04-29T07:33:00.000-07:00

this yr has been quite fruitful..haha..training for A div blah blah blah..cant imagine my life without training..haha..although hockey has made me tired and busy..it has taught me to plan my time better and cause me to lose weight..haha..no training=no exercise..i am goin to be fat again..my double chin will be coming back..sob sob..
we will be having an important match on wed against RJC..RJC can onli win us by 3 goals so tt we can get into the next round..haha..although RJ may be good.i believe tt we can take them on cos WE WANT IT!!!!!!we trained hard for it and we deserve it..FIGHT ON AC hockers'07.we can do it!!!!

2007-03-23T07:28:00.000-07:00

i'm missing many ppl suddenly.i felt tt i'm starting to lose contact wif many ppl..even wif my very gd frenz like louise and tj.hockey and sch work always make me so busy and tired to contact them..i cant even find time to go out wif them..rahh..i tink i am givin myself too many excuses..i feel tt i am a bad fren..i really miss them alot..i wan to noe how they are now..and i have so much to tell them.

2007-03-11T06:34:00.000-07:00

kiku said tt i seldom blog..therefore this entry is for her!haha..
i will be going for a 5 days hockey camp in sch frm tml onwards..not really looking forward to it cos i have many other things to do this holiday and i am scared bout the toughness of the camp..i really hope things will turn out ok..i am so going to miss home.after joining hockey, i jz love being home.cant wait to go home after sch on the days which i have no hockey..
he left me in spore again..though this is not the first time but i still feel as bad as the first time when he was away..rahh..i'm feeling so sad and distracted today..i am waiting for his call now..haha..i cant msg him cos he dun allow me to.waiting is all i can do..=(
i hope tt i will not get too dark after the 5 days and tt i can slim down!!!!may the 5 days pass very quickly!!!
btw thanks tj for all the encouragement u have given me..u motivated me to do even better and to tell myself tt i am not as 'small' as wat i tot i am..(nice card!!)love ya..

2007-03-05T06:11:00.000-08:00

i realises tt my entries recently are rather negative..haha..but i really dun have much happy stuff which i wan to blog bout..maybe the fact tt i got into the team!haha..i am really gld tt my effort is paid off.i noe tt this is onli the beginning for me..i have to work harder once i am in the team..more hardwork and lesser free time..haha..
hockey camp will be frm mon to fri next week in sch..so sad tt we canot go to malaysian..=(and i dun have time to study for my terms..i have to work even harder these days..no slacking..i dun wan to be stressed up..relax relax..take a deep breathe..haha..
ganbatte fangling!!!

2007-02-27T06:51:00.000-08:00

i'm sick and tired of all the ttyl and gd nite.

2007-02-15T06:13:00.000-08:00

i'm in a bad mood suddenly..really feel like crying la.or maybe i did cry.haiz..i also dunn why..maybe cos i have been really tired and busy these things and things are not really tt right for me..rahh..there's so much to do but i onli have a limited 24 hrs each day.it makes me more tired when i have to force myself to stay awake to do my hw or study for tests.i dun even get a break during my weekends.i mz treasure every single sec i have, to rush thru all my work and study for the upcoming tests.i'm working so hard.but y i still dun get wat i deserve?rahhh
i will do anything to be happy!!!!

2007-02-01T06:03:00.000-08:00

i really wan it badly..i am willing to give in my all for the little time i have to show my ability..i am going to fight for wat i wan..i really hope tt my effort will be paid off..ganbatte to me!!!

i noe i cant do this with my own ability..but i believe if i lean on HIS strength i can.i noe HE has the BEST plan for me..HAVE FAITH.

2007-01-23T06:46:00.000-08:00

am i giving myself unwanted stress?

issit really ok to not get stuff u worked hard for at times?

it is really ok not to do wat u have to do?

am i making myself too tired?

will my life be easier if i give up?

these are the qns i have been asking myself very often recently..i noe i will nvr be satisfied wif the little things i have now..i noe i cant give up..
i enjoy being happy.smiling frm the bottom of my heart..i love anyyone hu can make me happy or laugh.i really hope to be happy ever and i will love to share my joy!!!
i will do anything to be happy!haha..*PUT A BIG SMILE ON UR FACE!!!*

2007-01-21T05:39:00.000-08:00

i miss having my sundays free..haha..i really miss studying in the lib on sunday.it's so nice to be back there today..=)=)

i'm finish all the work which i have to finish this week.i'm tired..shall slp early today..it's a long day tml!

2007-01-16T06:30:00.000-08:00

motto of my life : HAPPY

2007-01-12T20:22:00.000-08:00

i was late for sch yest for the first time in acjc due to my laziness for not wanting to walk to sch on a rainy day..thus i alighted at dover mrt station and took a bus to sch..well the bus trip is suppose to be about 10mins onli..but it took me bout 20mins in the end..thanks to all the rich AC ppl being fetched to sch..there was a big jam along acsi there la..rahh..i had to stand outside the hall since i was late..the assembly seemed much longer when u are standing..haha..but i skipped DC as there were jz too many ppl late..i heard bout 400 ppl was late..this is so cool la..haha..

went for muts yest too..haha..they were showing 'CLICK'.this is the second time i watched it..it was a sad story..haha..but i din cry..it's really sad and nice.."will u still love me in the morning?"..."forever and ever babe!"..these are the 2 sentences frm the movie u canot forget..haha..so sweet..the movie reminded me to treasure wat i have now before it's too late..we sldnt complain bout things happening in our life but to live the best out of them..haha..

it has been a cold week..i am sneezing coughing and having a sore throat..i hope i will not fall tt sick..haha...take care ppl..mz drink more water!!!haha..

was feeling rather happy this few days..haha.

2007-01-09T06:15:00.000-08:00

i am feeling so stressed on the 5th day of sch!!!!

2007-01-02T19:18:00.000-08:00

rahh..having econs lesson at the com lab now..so boring..apparently mdm kee has retired..and we have a new econs teacher-miss tan chee chian.so sianz.totally not in the mood to study..i'm bored..having 1 hr and 40mins of gp later.i tink i have a new gp too..today is a boring day.cant wait to go home to slp..yawnz..haha
while walking to sch today, i was tinking bout my 1st day of sch last yr.walking to sch wif tj.blah blah blah.wonderful memories..i miss 2006.
i am officially a J2 now!!!!!

2007-01-01T05:54:00.000-08:00

last pic of 2006
1st pic of 2007
REFLECTIONS
wat i did well?: i tink i did quite well in my studies this yr bah..although i did kinda badly in GP but i tink i did my best in the rest of ym subjects..haha..

wat i did not do as well?: apart frm my studies i feel tt all the other things tt i did seem incomplete..i feel tt i din give my ALL..haiz..i am suppose to treasure my 2 yrs in JC and give my very best in everything i do..this is something which i regret bout this yr lo..i also nvr do much beside the stuff tt i have to do..i sld have attend more lessons to increase my knowledge..

NEW YR RESOLUTION
i wan to complete everything well..put in my fullest effort in everything i do..i shall treasure everything i have and make the best out of every moment.i shall try to have as little regrets as possible in the coming yr!

SPECIAL THANKS TO:
i wld like to thank all the ppl hu greatly impact or contribute to my life last yr..
my family-esp my dad and mum for doing so much for us!!!really love u both!
tianju-u will always be my best fren forever..really thank u for being there for me ever..i am so lucky to meet u
lousie-another best fren of mine..cant believe tt after going thru so much both of us still remained at very close frenz.u are the onli one hu can really read my mind so well la.to the extent tt it is rather scary..haha..
leheng-i am so happy to meet such a new fren like u.thank u for listening to all my complains..haha..i love toking to u..regardless wat is the topic!i feel so lucky wif u ard..frenz forever!<3 style="font-size:0;">aug-u also contribute to a large portion of my yr!i am very happy to noe u too..u are the first person i wish to share my happiness and sorrows wif!u make me feel dumb at times and willing to sacrifice to make things work out..i really treasure and care bout our relationship.we shall work hard together to make our relationship last k?love ya..haha..

2006-12-30T07:47:00.000-08:00

RAHH WAT DO U WAN?!!!!!

are we strangers?

2006-12-29T04:12:00.000-08:00

halo ppl..nvr blog for very long le..was feeling very tired after i came back frm taiwan..slept alot for the past few days..haha..taiwan was ok lo..dun really like the place..however my younger sis seems to be in love wif tt place la..wahaha..the roadside food there are very delicious..better than the food provided by the restuarants.i love the dessert there..miss the beancurd there..really very nice..so smooth..different frm those u can find in spore..haha..
went to RGS wif my cousin today for their cca open house..i totally feel so out of place..cos i am neither her parents nor sibling.endured an hour talk..i am trying so hard not to fall asleep la..haha..when my cousin was having her guided tour ard the sch..i went to a corner of the sch to slp..i noe it is very unglam but i am really very tired..haha..the RGS's hall is not tt big bah..i tot the sch will be very wow...looking at the students there makes me tink alot lei..
i was wondering if i cld have been smarter and more hardworking and enter tt sch.how my life will be?it's so nice to be smart..to be in a sch everyone dreams to go..it sld be rather cool to be in a gals' sch rite?haha..this is an experience which i can nvr experience le..such a pity..
being in RGS also makes me miss my secondary sch life..haha..i admit tt i kinda regret entering css..haha..however i noe tt if i'm not in css i will nvr meet all my wonderful frenz and learn so much bout BAND..being in band is really one of my happiest memories i have..during tt time i really felt tt i am doing stuff to make my life more meaningful..all the efforts we put in for all competitions and performances are all worth it..i love all my bandmates..i love my dear saxophone..i love the dirty band room.i love SYF.i miss being in blue and taking 180 to sch..
there's so many regrets in my life..but i noe i cant live my life wif regrets..i jz have to accept all the decisions i made.decisions do change someone..i have made some decisions which cause me to lose many smiles.rahh..there's no way i can change anything.so i can onli live the best out of everything now!i am still going to be happy!!!
maybe greater hope will really bring about greater disappointment bah..wif regards to certain stuffs i tink i shall not put too high hopes on them..i have lots to learn bout being optimmistic!many times this yr, i told myself tt i have to be strong and brave..GANBATTE FANGLING!!!!
insignicant.ignored.moodswing?.petty?.worldsapart?.nohope.optimmistic.habit.independent.mistake?.

2006-12-18T06:48:00.000-08:00

HALO PPL..i will be leaving for taiwan tml..will be going for 7 days.muahaha..
till now i am still not feeling very excited bout my trip..cos i'm more scared than excited..haha..nvr travel for very long le..scared tt i will go missing in taiwan and the journey on the plane will be scary..haha..rahh...i am so timid..scared of this scared of tt..
i believe tt i will have lots of fun.as i will be going wif all my crazy cousins hu will make my trip so enjoyable..i cant wait to feast in taiwan..i wan to buy lots of things back..i need to buy bags shoes watches and hopefully more clothes..i need to shop badly again..haha..
will be spending my xmas in taiwan..a rare experience which i wan to remember..haha..i'll come back to tell u ppl how taiwanese celebrate their xmas..have been listening to lots of xmas songs this few days..totally getting into the xmas mood..i wish tt santa claus will come and visit me..haha..
will miss u ppl!see u all soon!bye bye!<3

2006-12-15T06:50:00.000-08:00

went for pri sch outing jz now..although not many turned up..but i feel happy to see all of them together..toking bout our pri sch experience is always fun..haha..love them all..had lots of fun..i tot the whole bbq will be a failure cos it's always drizzling..but god is nice..he provide us wif nice weather..making our bbq successful once again..YEAH.i love my pri sch..and i am proud to be an alumni of jurong pri sch!
however i'm not very happy today..my sis and him are leaving singapore tml..he will be off for a week and my sis will be away for 2 weeks..crap..i am so going to miss them lots..rahh..trying to control my emotions the whole day..i dun wan to cry..dun wan to feel sad bout everything..haha..trying to feel excited bout my taiwan trip..haha..all the shopping and food tt i can eat..my sis and mum have alredy packed their luggage when we are onli leaving on tue..haha..HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY.going to send my sis off tml..i am so going to cry..NOT CRYING NOT CRYING NOT CRYING..i have to be brave..fangling JIAYOU!!!!
16 is a nice no!i love it.
will miss u lots.

2006-12-14T05:23:00.000-08:00

was not feeling very well today..haha..but i'm ok now le..haha..
it has been raining the whole day..my house is so windy lo..haha..so cold..haha..went to my aunt's house in the afternoon to borrow luggages..haha..my elder sis also needed some winter wear..was rather happy tt my cousins are finally back in spore..they will be coming to my house tml..happy happy..miss them lots..haha..the whole house is so quiet without them..my mum has to be busy wif them so tt she can nag lesser..haha.
was rather moody today too..haha..but after much tots..i am feeling dumb bout everything..i'm perfectly fine now!happy as ever..no longer wan to tink bout dumb stuff.i am not going to get unhappy over the same old thing again..i am going to be understanding and keep cool..i shall do nth to make to regret...haha..
had lots to tell..but nvr have the chance too..actually those stuffs are nth impt..nvm..
sat will be a sad day for me..hope i wun cry..i am a brave gal!WAHAHA
all my entries are always so fragmented and does not make sense..
it's jz 16 days..14 more days to go!!!!!!
RAHHHH...I FEEL SO USED...U SUCK!!!!!if u ever read this.

2006-12-13T04:39:00.000-08:00

well well..i nvr blog for so long..haha..was feeling lazy and tot tt i have nth much to say bout my life..haha..
was looking thru all the pics i took over the yr with 1SA3..haha..cant help feeling happy but sad at the same time..haha..happy cos i really had lots of fun being with them.had lots of wonderful memories which i do not wish to forget ever..sad cos this yr has passed so quickly..very soon we will all be J2s busy wif our upcoming major exam and graduate..haha..naturally we will all have to move on, taking diff paths..i really hope tt we can still meet up often then..haha..i love to talk bout happy stuff of the past..muahaha..i am such an ah ma..
i will be going to taiwan next tue..i am quite looking towards it..haha..nvr travel for very long le..and i dun really wish to stay in spore then..haha..well so it's a gd thing tt i am going away..haha..i hope taiwan will be fun..hope the place will not be too busy..and i dun miss home..haha..

2006-12-03T05:47:00.000-08:00

went to do cip for the standard chartered marathon today..was very tiring cos we din managed to slp the whole nite..we are suppose to report at 2.30 am this morning at padang..went to beatrix's house to stayover and head to padang together as a class..haha..we took the nite rider which cost 3 bucks for a trip..din noe tt it is so ex la..haha..had to change bus outsides tangs..waited for super duper long..took taxi in the end..but was rather cheap..onli 1.50 per person..gd gd..
when we reached padang..there was a big mess.we totally have no idea where we were allocated to..supposely,all the acsians were in the same station..but dunno y they last min change..then our class ppl were slipt up la..thank god tt our ic was FLEXIBLE so made most of our class ppl in the same grp..
reach east coast park at 4 plus am..tried to slp..was quite pathetic cos have to lie on the benches in the pavillion to slp..haha..so cold lo..i was a road marhsal..my job is to cheer the runner on.haha..shouted continously for hours la..i tot i am going to lose my voice..thank god i am feeling ok now..haha..
so cool to see the first few runners coming towards me..as expected..they are skinny blackies..haha..so running so quickly la..muahaha..alot of ppl took part la..be it they can run or not..some of them were really walking the whole marathon la..so irritating..make me stand there for so long..no matter i still selude them for having the determination to finish the race..haha..
was feelin very tired after the whole cip..was feeling very grumpy..needed the bed so badly..haha..
took some pics..shall get it frm lele soon!

2006-11-24T22:31:00.000-08:00

this week have been a very tough week for me..had 4 hockey practices which are mostly very tough..we were mad to do more than wat we usually did in order to make us fitter and better players..my my..every training i have to do alot of mental preparation..cos i tink if i dun, i wun be able to survive the whole week..my body is aching now..after all the running and stuff..haha..however i felt quite gd bout it as now i noe i can do more than i expect and tt i am losing some fats.haha..it's tough..but i tink i jz have to find a form of motivation tt will continue to keep me going..if i give up now..it will onli protray myself as being weak and not brave enough to face the challenge ahead..
i feel tt this week can be long and dreadful cos of another reason too..suddenly feel tt i have no mood and energy to do other things..but i am very glad tt i ahve gd frenz like louise and tian ju who will always be there to encourage and tok to me.love u 2 lots..haha..

2006-11-11T21:25:00.000-08:00

onesathree at clarinda's house on 081106

i am a bad gal..haha

i went for beatrix's bdae party at her house tt day..it was really great..i had lots of fun..stayed over even though not many ppl frm our class stayed..but i still managed to have lots of fun..haha..beatrix is really generous in alcohol drinks.i tink we drank more than 3 bottles of vodka and 1 bottle of terquilla(i dunno how to spell).i din drink tt much though..haha..

keith toh was really drank..we was toking crap and being so high..haha..almost said out things tt he is not suppose to say la..rahh..the dare for leheng was funny..haha..poor lele..well well.but i believe the dare ended up fine..haha..

went for nite walk wif xinling tammie erwin and august bout 2.30am ard beatrix's neighbourhood..haha..oh god..and guess wat?!we got lost la..thanks to erwin..i have totally no idea where are we..and the gals are really scared.cos it's really dark and the dogs canot stop barking..haha..AND WE SAW 2 COCKROACHES..yucks..haha..nevertherless the walk was great..haha..the breeze was gd.i managed to burn hell lots of calories and most imptly the singing and holding hands while walk was fun..haha..we jz sang sang and sang..haha..poor erwin and augustine have to withstand the gals' chi singing..too bad..haha..

thank you beatrix for being such a great host..hope u really had fun cos u had been walking ard entertaining everyone the whole nite..haha..love u lots..happy birthday...

and to qian hui..happy birthday too..i hope u did enjoy ur bdae too!!!!love ya too

2006-11-07T07:01:00.000-08:00

well well.i dun feel rite bout everything.haiz haiz..why do i have such feeling..i am so disappointed..=(=(=(

i must understand tt things do not always go the way u wan them to be.if things happen u jz have to find ways to deal wif it and not brood over them forever...well well..i'm learning..i am learning to be brave gal..i will hold back my tears and go on wif life..fangling is a cheerful and happy person!!!nth can affect how she feels..muahahaha..ganbatte!!!!!!=)=)=)

AND TIANJU U ARE ALWAYS THE BEST!!!!

2006-11-06T05:13:00.000-08:00

PW is finally over..actually i dun really dread it so much la..i do enjoy all the pw i have..haha..having fun wif my grp members..haha..fighting over the com to choose the music we love and feasting ever..haha..i nvr go to pei rong's house for pw meeting before.one day we shall go and visit her class as a pw grp..haha..watch her SCV..haha..
well well this week will be a busy day..i have a few outings and cca to turn up..busy..but i tink i will enjoy this week..

2006-11-01T05:04:00.000-08:00

onesathree on our 1st official class outing to swensens(HV) for ice cream buffet!

i love ONESATHREE!!!

i really love my class.how i wish this yr will nvr come to an end..haha..i really canot imagine how next yr will be..i really wan to thank you for giving an unforgetable JC life..i really love u ppl lots.haha..i really enjoy being wif every single person in the class.u ppl make me look forward to sch and wan to treasure my 2 short yrs in ACJC.i love the class being so united and supportive..haha..i noe tt no matter wat happen i have the class the count on..haha..U ALL ARE REALLY WONDERFUL PPL MAKING MY LIFE WONDERFUL TOO!!!=)=)=)

i'm a happy person..

2006-10-24T06:29:00.000-07:00

wat is the hottest topic now?GOONG!!!
haha.it seems tt almost every gal in my class watches goong..haha..however all of us are crazy over diff guys.those who have not finish watching goong tink tt yul is better.but those who finish watching tink tt shin is better..haha.i tink tt shin is better..haha..he is so much better la..haha.yul is so bad and evil in the show..so horrible..i believe tt those who like yul now will like shin soon.by then shin is already mine.no one can snatch him away frm me!!!!haha..
i dun understand wat is the relationship btw us?sometimes i feel tt u are making use of me.rahh..do u wan to help me understand?

2006-10-20T20:58:00.000-07:00

WHEN WILL I GET MY MORALE BACK?!

rahh..why do i have to be ever worrying bout the same thing?i am so sick and tired of it.i'm at lost.i really dunno wat sld i do now and where sld i go now.no matter how many As i get.failing this subject will get me no where.haiz..and my dreams can nvr come true.i jz wan to put this unpleasant memory behind my head and nvr bring it out again.boo hu hu.was feeling quite depressed yest.cried a few times.i feel like shouting out all my frustration.i dunno if i sld hate mysefl for being so dumb of jz face the reality.haha.

2006-10-08T08:18:00.000-07:00

i'm bored!and i have nth to do now..haiz..so bored!i have to find things to do..cant wait for tml...i'm going sentosa wif my classmates!!!yeah!=)=)=)

2006-10-06T16:18:00.000-07:00

it's over!!!!!

and i am at beatrix's house now..wahaha.wo zhao fan le.

2006-09-25T07:34:00.000-07:00

promos is in 3 days time and i am still super unprepared for it..muahaha..save me!!haha..i hope i can manage to pull through.i dun wan to remind myself tt i am feeling stressed..i'm jz going to do my best and hopefully pass all my papers..haha.i noe i can!!!muahaha..
all the best to all taking exam.ganbatte..we will go through this together..haha..
2 more weeks!!

2006-09-21T06:31:00.000-07:00

today is an unpleasant day..nvr felt this pissed before for so long..although i tink tt it was a misunderstanding but i am seriously hurt la..i cant explain y i am hurt.but i jz feel tt they are very insensitive..cant they tink before they act.dun they noe tt what they do can really hurt us deeply?i really dun understand them.i tink i can nvr.haizhaizhaiz.it's jz stress..things will get better after promos!!!
SO CAN U, NO CANT I!!!

2006-09-09T09:03:00.000-07:00

Had nydc at suntec today..bought a watch..plucked my brows..finished my EOM..and more sleeping..haha..wat a fruitful day without studying..haha
roads near suntec are so beautiful..roads are well decorated by colourful plants..most importantly there's my fav SUNFLOWER..i can see them smiling at me when i am looking at them..haha..the purpose of planting all these plants is to ensure tt the imf ppl have a gd impression of singapore.looks fake but it indeed beautify singapore.love it..=)
it's the last day of holidays tml..shall not waste my time anymore and do some serious studying..haha..

2006-09-05T07:02:00.000-07:00

MY IPOD!!!!

2006-09-05T07:00:00.000-07:00

claire tammie and i

2006-09-05T06:58:00.001-07:00

happy us!!=)=)=)

2006-09-05T06:58:00.000-07:00

qianie and me

2006-09-05T06:57:00.000-07:00

i love my class rep!

2006-09-05T06:56:00.000-07:00

le le and me

2006-09-05T06:54:00.000-07:00

princesses of onesathree

2006-09-01T08:29:00.000-07:00

i'm kinda in a bad mood this few days..also dunno y..

2006-08-25T05:52:00.000-07:00

today is fri..so tml is sat..muahaha..rather glad tt this week is going to end..and i survived thru the 4 test i had this week..so happy..cos i really spent almost all my time studying every since fri of last week..haha..i am such a mugger..
i cheated in my gp package test..erh..the whole level kidda did it la..the gp department was very angry..my gp teacher scolded us and asked us to own up..he asked us to write a confession lesson..aiyo so guilty..but i tink if u ask me do the test myself i dun tink i can make it..haha..oh i have an essay to be done by next thurs..but i'm too lazy to..HELP!!!
i had swollen eyes on mon too..but it wasnt too serious this time..thank god..by the next day, the swell is already gone..
this weekend will be a really busy one..haha..i have to do my tutorial and do my wr and eom..oh my..how am i suppose to manage my time..and i have econs test on mon!i need more time..24 hrs is not enough..haha..
wat is the definition of pampered?i totally dun understand..can anyone tell me..who do u consider as pampered?

2006-08-17T17:13:00.000-07:00

i'm in sch now!haha..my gp teacher is talking and i i'm totally not paying attention..i slept so late yest..erh actually not very late but i was really tired after training..was busy doing my pw written report draft yest nite..AND my printers dao me when i want to print them out so badly..arhz..this is so horrible..but wif the help of nice augustine everything is solved!we have our wr done without a conclusion..but still proud of ourselves..haha..
hockey training yest was abit tired..at some pt of time during the training, i wan to give up so badly..but i know i have to continue to tell myself that i can take it..and i made it..we also played pepsi cola and i was the overall champion..unbelievable rite?!haha..so huani la..
going out to buy bang's bdae present today..maybe going to go study after tt..I HAVE TO START STUDYING SOON!!i have 4 tests next week and promos is in 5 weeks!ganbatte to all!=)=)=)
i am a brave gal!

2006-08-16T06:34:00.000-07:00

words to describe my life now
1)monotonous
2)busy
3)stressful
4)tiring
5)horrible
6)disgusting

2006-08-12T06:33:00.000-07:00

qianie is so tall in this pic!

2006-08-12T06:31:00.000-07:00

at fish and co on joel's bdae(29july)

2006-08-12T06:30:00.000-07:00

claire keepin me clarinda qianhui peirong

2006-08-12T06:24:00.000-07:00

my class at joel's place

2006-08-09T08:57:00.000-07:00

everything happening around me jz suddenly seems like a discouragement to me..it's so diff to tell myself tt i can do it..and when i finally feel better about everything and feel tt i can make it..things jz get worst..i noe tt i have to continue to work hard as this is the onli way i can succeed..but it jz seems so impossible..i am not talented and nvr good in anything..sometimes i even find it hard to converse in eng..now u can imagine how useless i am..arhz..i suck!but i really dun wish to give up...maybe i sldnt set my hopes high..
where can i draw strength frm?u noe, whenever i am tired i noe u are the onli person i can turn to..but i jz cant bring myself to you..
stay happy and optimistic forever!!!

2006-07-31T06:52:00.000-07:00

feeling so frustrated today..have been looking forward to go home the whole day..arh..i jz cant seems to understand wat's going on in ionic equil.so sianz..i got so sick tt i dun feel like going for chem lesson anymore..i'm trying so hard to understand..but i really canot understand!!!!!!!!!!!help me!!!!tell me tt i have the rights to say i dunno...
my class is going to make a class pullover..cant wait for it to be done..i tink it will turn out nice..i feel tt our class is rather bonded..cant believe tt lim kayyee still claim tt we are not..dunno wat's wif her too..haha..
alot of ppl ahve to go for ssp..i really pity them la..everyday lesson end so late le still mz stay back to 6 plus for remedial..haiz..worst than o's...bad bad bad..everyone JIA YOU!!!!u all can do it!!!!!=)

2006-07-21T08:23:00.000-07:00

why sld young teenagers in spore have to be exposed to the cruel and realistic world so soon?i totally canot stand ppl hu tok to ppl cos there's a need to..trying to make use of them..the worst is to suck up to the person and eventually gain something frm him/her..arhz..this is so disgusting..does being true to ppl really tt diff?coming to jc..i became less able to trust ppl ard me..i confused..i have no idea hu are my true fren and wat are they tinking...joyce says tt everyone is not simple..but some choose to show it out/some dun make it obvious/some jz do not noe how to make use of their unsimpleness..i do agree wif her..but i really enjoy and rather be someone hu is so simple..but it's so diff..things happening ard u jz make u so not simple..aiyo..i feel toopid toking bout this topic..but I WAN TO BE SIMPLE!!!
suppose to go out wif lele today to shop for bags..but she had choir meeting at 4.30 which onli lasted for 10 mins..i sld have waited for her..haiz..anyway i saw this two bags in jp..i dunno if i sld get one of them...i shall tink bout it..

2006-07-19T06:23:00.000-07:00

i'm in a super bad mood today..bad mood bad day..actually i was already quite unhappy the previous day le..this morning before i enter the hall, i was caught for my "unallowed" pair of shoes..arhz..then i have to meet keith tan outside the hall after assembly and i was late..he had to find my no frm the student's profile and call me..thank god tt i was outside the hod rm when he called..bad things do not jz end here..i was suppose to go in to the hod to change into a pair of white shoes..not onli the shoes look bad, i banged into a teacher while walking into the hod rm causing her whole cup of coffee to topple..arhz..i am so clumsy and so toopid..
i tried so had to hold back my tears since yest..but i failed..a few drops of tears jz rolled down my cheeks..i feel so toopid la..i told myself tt i can nvr every cry in sch during my 2 yrs in acjc..but i jz messed up everything today..boo hu hu..

2006-07-17T06:13:00.000-07:00

so pissed..stop mentioning bout everything..it's ok..cant we jz move on and let the past remain behind us..i really beg tt u all will not tok bout it again..cos i simply dun wan to be reminded bout it..i am not trying to be proud of anything..i dun feel good either seeing all of u so upset..i am not miss wonder there are still things tt i dunno..dun make me feel like a total nerd!i really hate it..
I WENT RUNNING TODAY!
i was wrong to tink tt i got over everything, happily tinking tt time helps to fade away everything..i am jz being so naive..does avoiding and having a 'dun care atittude make me feel better?things are simply impossible..y do i still have to be an idiot to want to care so much.anyway i feel tt my encouragement and concern do not mean anything lo..maybe i am jz a kpo..totally not elegant, refined or decent!i am wat a FOOL.may u disappear in front of me forever.sometimes i simply hate the sight of u!

2006-07-12T06:27:00.000-07:00

yest was my first hockey training on the pitch..it was not very tiring but my body is aching today..haha..it jz feel rather unatural to run ard wif the stick and the ball..and i still find it diff to keep control of the ball.hopefully i will improve after mcuh practise..and i have to regain my fitness!
poor little cousin of mine..was sick for many days..heard frm my mum that she nvr eat for the past 3 days..poor gal la..she slept on the sofa for 5 hrs today..she is so weak and canot even play wif me..she was crying so badly while eating medicine jz now..however my mum still has to force her to eat the medicine to get her appetite bad..hope she will get will soon!
WELCOME BAKC LELE!!!!

2006-07-09T06:47:00.000-07:00

long time no blog...how have all of u been?
this week is rather a short week cos sch onli start officially on wed after terms..haha..but i did quite alot of stuff..muahaha.. i ate alot,slp alot, watched soccer,did my tutorials,finish reading my harry potter book and even went for ndp preview..haha..
ndp preview was ok..to me it's jz another ndp lo..but the feeling of being ther wif so many singaporeans is really gd..haha..the thing tt entertain me alot is this motivator..he is super gay looking..can see tt he is really trying very hard to make all of us "high", but the way he do it is really super funny..haha..my cousin and i were laughing our head off throughout the whole ndp..haha..we even tried to take a video of him..haha...felt very mean after tt..haha..but it's real funny..HAHA
watched soccer at my grandma's house this morning..was really tired so cld not really conc thruout the whole match..nvrtheless i stayed up till the match end..the result of the match is unpredictable..3-1..expected germany to win but din expect them to score 3 goals..haha..anyway i am super disappointed in portugal..i feel tt they cld have done better lo..totally have no idea what are they doing la!!ronaldo also..bad player..starting to dislike him..i hope tt france will win today and there will be less than 2 goals..haha..then i'll get my port jersey and win money!!!..haha..

2006-07-04T07:37:00.001-07:00

halo ppl!!!i am back!!!!feeling so relax now..the horrible terms is over..haha..all i hope for is to pass all my subjects..i will be happy enough..
went out wif some of the class ppl for sakae buffet today..ate alot..ESP WATERMELON..watermelon is my fav fruit..but if u wan me to eat more i tink i may puke..haha..feeling fat now..oh my god..i better go and do some exercise!!!haha
there's world cup semi finals tml morning at 3..i am so going to watch it..suddenly jz feel tt soccer is fun to watch but i i noe nuts bout it..at least noe i somehow noe wat is offside and netherland=holland..haha..shall slp early later and wake up early tml..haha..i dunno hu sld win?oh no......
cant wait to be back in sch officially tml!!!muahaha..

2006-07-04T07:37:00.000-07:00

2006-06-25T03:32:00.000-07:00

tml is my doom day..hope i can have a gd nite slp tonite..haha..

2006-06-22T07:03:00.000-07:00

trying very HARD to study very HARD everyday..i din even step out of the house for the past few days..=(=(

2006-06-20T07:45:00.000-07:00

today is the start of serious studying after so many days of slacking..haha..kinda have a headache after a long day of studying..haha..am i suppose to feel tt i worked very hard today?i did maths tutorials for graphing techniqes and attempt to do some tys qns and read thru all the essay qns in the econs tys on demand and supply..i tried to read thru the essays very carefully and hopefully remember how to approach the qns..having a little bit of prob trying to understand some of the concepts..
hopefully tml will be a fruitful day too..will be studying chem!i have 10 chaps to study for chem..oh my oh my..

2006-06-16T08:44:00.000-07:00

1606 is a day really special to me..it's the day MISS LOW FANG LING was born into this earth..haha..and now she is already 17..haha..at first i tot today will jz be a birthday..boring and monotonous as ever..but it was not!i really have an enjoyable day...really..haha..got many surprises in jz one day

surprise one- i woke up at onli 12.08.08pm this afternoon cos i tink i need a gd and long slp on my bdae..haha..i was suppose to slp longer..but i received a call frm my maths tutor (mr lim see poy) to wish me happy bdae..i got a shock out of my life la..i tot he was jz joking bout all the stuff he told me in sch and he still wan to meet me tml to pass my my present..isnt this scary..i am seriously scared..and i dun tink i will meet him..jz come out wif some toopid crap and say tt i am busy tml...haha..i noe i am mean but i am scared..

surprise two-after putting down the phone wif tianju..i started to pack my stuff and get ready to go out and meet tianju at 3.30pm..i was early..so had to wait for her..when she arrived she told me tt two more ppl coming..oh my god..i got a shock out of my life and started guessing hu are they..and i somehow guessed them correctly..they were AIDIL AND JIELI..so touched..i almost cried..haha..she did ask more ppl but they cannot make it..it's ok..cos i know u all are really busy..haha..all of them gave in alot to me..agreeing to watever i say..thank u so much.. we went to watch "she's the man" at lido..haha..it was really i nice movie..very very very funny..i really love it..the whole cinema was laughing till crazy..haha..

surprise three-before we enter the cinema..josh called me frm aust..i am so happy..i really appreciate the fact tt he called to say happy bdae..he say he will get something for me frm aust and sent it to me..tt's really nice of him!!!!i still miss him as ever..

surprise four-when i get out of the cinema after the movie..i saw stan!so surprised to see him there..cos i tot ppl like him will not end up there..haha..anyway i am happy to be able to see him..haha..

went for dinner at fish and co..ordered seafood platter for two, fish and chip, portugese chilli crab and sharkie freeze..a very sumptous meal..we toked bout quite alot of the pri sch stuff..it was so fun although sometimes we are too busy eating so no one wans to tok..haha..by the time we finish eating it was bout 9.10pm so we rushed to the mac outside lido to watch world cup..haha...onli watch the first half..by then it was already 3 nil..haha..and i learnt more bout offside and tt netherland=holland..haha..

today was really an enjoyable day..thank u to all who remember my bdae and send me all the well wishes..haha..thank u so much..esp to tj aidil and jie li who came to celebrate my bdae wif me..i'm really very happy..thank u so much..love all of u!=)=)=)

2006-06-13T07:15:00.000-07:00

slept at 4am yest..or maybe today moring..cos i was watching the jap drama frm youtube..i was a really touching show..i cried like mad la.i used more than 20 tissue papers in total..i was too afraid to throw them into the dustbin so i took a plastic bag to wrap them up before throwing..haha..in the end the lead actress died..so poor thing la..she is onli 25 when she died..if she is alive she will be 42 this yr i tink..but i really admire her for he rcourage to be able to face her disease so bravely..indeed she had impacted lives of many ppl..

2006-06-11T10:28:00.000-07:00

the hockers!

currently watching this jap drama serial on youtube..it's called one litre of tears..it is really nice..it;s about this 15 yr old gal wif this some sort of disease whereby she cannot control wat she is doing..so as days pass her sickness will worsen and soon she will lose her abilty to walk and stuff..it is really sad..cos she is onli 15..but she is really strong and brave..i tink if i was her..i dun tink i can face this sickness so easily..and i will be too ashamed to face anyone else..nice show..and it's a true story!
went out wof some hockey mates for dinner today..wat an enjoyable day..haha..had our dinner at thai express.it's really cheap and nice..shall eat there again soon..oh..we took lots of pics too..i'm starting to love hockey more and more..haha

2006-06-09T23:10:00.000-07:00

watched world cup germany vs casta rica yest..muahaha..frankly speaking i noe nuts bout soccer..but i really feel like watching cos it;s the first match of the world cup and i wld like to be part of it..haha..the score was 4-2..of course germany won..haha..kinda expected rite..it was onli bout 5 mins when germany scored their first goal..i was super shock la!then about 1o mins later germany scored their second goal..aiyo..at tt time i was wondering wat was costa rica doing..they were not even fighting for the ball la..the match was rather boring during the 2nd half and i was very tired by thn.however i stayed on but half watching spirited away on channel u..at bout 2 am the match end=slp time!!!!
watching this jap show called 1 litre of tears on youtube..quite nice..it was based on a true story...i wan to learn jap badly..i hope i can start next yr...but there's a level nxt yr..oh no!

2006-06-09T06:19:00.000-07:00

halo ppl..went out wif my mum grandma aunt and cousins today..out for lunch and abit of shopping..haha..lunch was great..had japanese food at this hilltop restaurant ..feel so fat after tt..went to marina sq to shop after tt..haha..mummy bought me a urs bag..so nice of her..today is a fat and happy day..shall go do some work later before i slp..haha
oh ya i am going to watch soccer later..although i dun really like it but i jz wan to join in the soccer craze..IT'S WORLD CUP..i shall support germany today..haha..
hockey was fun today..we had gym and played a short game of captain ball..it was fun..i really enjoy hockey training today..haha..yippee....they are having somesort of hockey training this sun..but i kinda turn them down cos i reall tink i have to study..i'm such a nerd..anyway i am really sorry bout it..i promise i will meet up wif u all for dinner!=)=)

2006-06-08T07:48:00.000-07:00

2nd entry of the day..
toked to josh jz now..rather short convo but i really enjoy toking to him..haha..i really miss him so much..miss the times we were in band, sch and church..haha..he is ever cheerful making everyone laugh and..i remembered tt he used to ask "why are u so grumpy?" very oftenly.. haha..the way he ask sometimes really get u so irritated..haha..jkjk..but hu can be grumpy wif him ard? he is also a super adidas fan who have adidas logo almost everywhere ard him..haha..he can draw very well too..haha...i still have the bee looking bdae card wif me..haha..
i miss all my frenz who are overseas lots...josh colby and dawn..cant wait to see them again!!!!!=)=)=)

2006-06-08T07:06:00.000-07:00

stayed home to study today..i studied more than i have planned for today..but it was not really a gd revision..cos i am really going thru stuff tt i am super not sure of..thus i am getting abit frustrated..haha..but i am feeling ok now..no longer going to study..jz going to finish my harry potter later..
i love harry potter..nice book..ok i noe tt i am abit or very slow to onli read the book now..but i used to tink it is boring..but after reading 1 and 3/4 book i feel tt it is very interesting..haha..is u read it at nite..harry potter can be a horror book..haha..i'm going to read the 4th book soon..haha..so excited..haha..cant wait for the next movie..how i wish i live in a magical world too..haha..

2006-06-07T06:40:00.000-07:00

my com is screwed..it's taking far too long to load..getting abit pissed waiting..but there's nth i can do about it..haiz..
went for class outing yest at keepin's condo..it was rather fun..haha..we played bowling..great fun..haha..i realised tt i cant bowl well wif my rite hand and i can do it better wif my left hand..i tink tt my previous life is a left hander..haha..food was great..got lots of vege..eat till i very full..after dinner we played a bit of card games..haha..BLUFF..so fun..i haven been playing bluff since last yr's chalet..haha..
went shopping wif louise today..bought quite abit of stuff, thus spent alot of money..abit heart ache..haha..anyway i bought 3 tops, a shorts and a wallet..at last i have a proper wallet..and the wallet is somehow a gift frm louise for my bdae..haha..
i'm going to stay home to study tml..thanks to joel, i'm all stressed up!

2006-06-05T07:43:00.000-07:00

the weather this few days is killing me..it's so hot..i have to on the fan to the fullest in order to stop myself frm perspiring..the weather is so bad till the moment i step out of the toilet after bathing..i will start perspiring..so horrible...hope the weather will be cooler very soon..i miss getting my comfy gd nite slp..
there's training tml..feel so nervous bout it..cos we will be having some fitness test..oh my god..i am too ashamed of my fitness..i dun tink i can make it for tml..aiyo..i tink i better train harder..shall get out of comfort zone and do some exercise everyday..haha..
class outing tml too..so excited bout it..cos we are going to play bowling and have steamboat at keepin's condo..i believe there will be great fun!!!!!!
tml will be a gd day..haha...

2006-06-03T07:49:00.000-07:00

i wanted to blog so badly yest nite..but dunno why blogspot got some prob..no longer feel like blogging..
busy and tring week...........

2006-05-27T10:53:00.000-07:00

went to help my grandma wrap dumping today..it is my first time and i tink i am doing a bad job..haha..some of the dumpling i wrapped really dun look like one..haha..i tink i still ahve to practise more in order to do better the nxt time..anyway it still taste great..haha..cos the ingredients were prepared frm the grest cook-my grandma..haha
jz finish watching the 4th movie of harry potter..nice movie..haha..harry potter is nice..i am trying the read the books too..i hope i can finiah all of them soon..haha..

why do i always have a feeling tt i am standing alone?!

2006-05-26T05:53:00.000-07:00

today is the last day of sch..everyone is so lethagic..i am trying so hard to concentrate in every lesson la..i am totally distracted during maths lecture today..was busy toking to leheng and joel..gossiping,crapping, blah blah blah..pw was bad today..our dear grp leader is not here today cos we are stuck wif someone..so boring..no one is in a toking mood lo..din have a constuctive meeting today..bad day today...after sch..i went to jp mos burger wif kee pin jia yue xin yi and tammie..eat and tok alot..reached home bout 5.30 feeling tired..

plans for my holiday...
1.shopping wif louise, keepin....
2.watch movie
3.celebrate my bdae
4.1SA3 outing
5.4/4 outing
6.study for my upcoming terms
7.do pw

2006-05-25T07:02:00.000-07:00

left sch at 12.10 today..haha..cos we got permission to go and support the bowlers at safra yishun country club..muahaha..by the time we reached there the game hav already started.. so we started looking for augustine and beatrix so tt we can shout for them..haha..we did alot of shouting..mark brian and joel even proclaim their love for augustine..it was damn funny..it seems as if augutine have a fan club..haha..he bowled well for the last game..beatrix did well too..she got 3 strikes in a row for one of her game..well done u too.1SA3 love all lots..=)=)
today's was erwin bdae too!happy bdae to him..hope he likes the cake and pressie we bought for him..haha..
tml is the last day of sch..haha..cant wait for tml to end quick..but very sad..may not be able to see my lovely classmates oftenly anymore..boo hu hu..mz meet up often k?have to go bowling, play golf, swimming,bbq and many more..haha..
cant stand this particular person..he is so irresponsible and he got a horrible voice..arhz..

2006-05-22T06:18:00.000-07:00

how will u feel if u are sick for 5 days in a row..i can tell u the feeling..it suck..my nose is going to fall of any min as i am rubbing it like forever..my throat going to fall apart for coughing like shit each day..ample slp doesnt help..i am still sneezing and coughing alot everyday..get well soon to myself!!!=)=)=)=)=)

2006-05-19T05:32:00.000-07:00

my lesson end so early today..cos the pw teacher is not in sch today..so no pw=early release..haha..so our happy class went to swensens at holland v to eat..cos i am having sore throat and cough i cant eat the ice cream buffet..but i still had 3 scoops of rum and rasin, all thanks to jia yue..haha..really miss the fri lunch our class always have after sch...haha..holidays coming..we mz have class outing..if not i will miss them lots..haha..
going to buy hockey stick nxt wed..so excited..muahaha..i will have my own proper hockey stick soon..really hope there is training during the holidays..cos i really wan to improve and get into the team by the end of the yr..haha..
16/5/06 is AIDIL'S 17 BDAE!!!!!!!!!!!!!HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO HIM!!!!may all ur wishes come true in the following yr!miss ya

2006-05-12T09:22:00.000-07:00

Had a great 1SA3 outing to clarinda's house today..we had barbeque..lots and lots of food..stingray, corn, sausages, bee hon, chicken and many more..haha..lots and lots of fun..lots and lots of alcohol (as usual mark is red again)..haha..really enjoyed myself today..hope the others feel the same way too..!attendence was great..17 ppl turned up out of 24 ppl in our class..so happy..muahaha..keepin say we shall ahve a class outing again soon..haha..cant wait for it..muahaha..
clarinda's house is huge..haha..got three storey..wat i like bout her house is tt the ceiling is very high..which makes her house look even bigger..her bed is so princess-like...got curtain somemore..so pretty..haha..saw her little bro too..mark got a little horny after seeing him..ah poh had to try all ways to pull mark away frm his bro..haha..it's damn funny..
this week was rather sianz..cos got a few test..but excluding those tests...i still feel tt my week is fairly gd and there is something tt i can be very very very very happy bout too..haha..tue is a holiday for acjc due to the elections thingy..yeah one more day off frm sch and NAFA is nxt nxt week..cool..i have more time to do a little more training..haha..
will upload the pics soon..hopefully i dun get lazy again..haha..
sometimes i feel happy tt i dun have so many things tt i am really passionate for and interested..at least i have lesser choices to make..such as putting which interest of mine to be the first priority..haha..but things tt u are passionate for and interested may be things tt keep u going and helps u to set goals..no matter wat..i jz hope tt whoever is feeling troubled bout making decisions or being upset bout wat have been decided, jz be glad u made tt decision and really make the best out of it..no pt looking back and live life with regrets rite?

2006-05-01T08:25:00.000-07:00

WE MADE OUR MUM REAL ANGRY!!!

2006-04-30T09:51:00.000-07:00

I HATE COCKROACHES

i simply cant stand cockroaches.y cant they go extinct.they are so horrible.esp those which have long feelers and can fly..oh my god..i dun even tink u wan to tink bout them..as they are really so gross and they give u goosebumps..looking at them really makes my heart stops..tt day i went home late cos i went out wif the band ppl to marina to eat steamboat..as colby is leaving for US on mon..me yuet fang fabian yao lun and aidil stayed awhile at je mrt platform to tok tok..when i was walking home frm the mrt station bout 12am, i was terrorised by lots of cockroaches..i feel so silly walking and stopping amd hopping whenever i see one..it was really bad tt i cant even cont walking as there are at least one at every corner..so i called home for help..but my heartless younger sis refused to help me..so i called my mum's hp instead but she din on..as i ws msging aidil then..i called him in the end instead..he was nice enough to tok to be till i reach home despite the fact tt he cant do much and laugh at my silliness.haha..anyway once i reach home i started crying to my mum about how bad was my journey home..arhz!so in conclusion I HATE COCKROACHES and i will go home early in the future to avoid seeing them..my elder sis say tt she is going to lodge a complain(haha..she is jz joking)

2006-04-28T06:33:00.000-07:00

haha..today is a laughing day..muahaha..had so much laughter during pw lesson wif my grp without bobby..i tink is he is ard the whole atmosphere will be rather awkard and solemn..haha..anyway..we had a name for our group- "THE TOHS" just because 3 of them in our grp live in area which starts with toh..(toh tuck and toh guan).it was really total crap..we are an unforcus grp cos we start to bitch after every 5 mins..cant even settle down to discuss the grd rules for the grp..haha..so funny
my grp was quite ok..but there is another grp which have quite a bit of conflict..really hope tt things will turn out ok for them..no matter wat..jz open and close one eyes and everything will be over..hahaha..
went to cut my hair today..

2006-04-26T04:57:00.000-07:00

had swollen eyes again..so din go to sch today..had 2 days mc, medcine and an injection..too bad i can onli make use of half of the mc as tml got chem prac test..muahaha..so lazy to study for it..jz referred to the past few pracs i did..hopefully i can remember them..muahaha..reall pray hard tt i can test the gases tml..
i feel tt my blog entries are getting more and more boring..i have no choice either cos life recently has been monotonous..nth much to blog about..and i am too lazy and tired..haha..
slept alot today..so shiok..

2006-04-15T09:24:00.000-07:00

today is a better day!
went k box with tian ju in the afternoon..met sherwei, kat and yao lun there too..we all went to sing..haha..sang alot of songs..really enjoy myself alot..haha..after singing i really feel much better and happier..haha..i shall do more things tt will make me happy more often in the future..haha..
going to support cmb at orchard hotel ball room tml!all the best for their competition tml..jia you..love u all lots!

2006-04-14T05:49:00.000-07:00

in a SUPER DUPER BAD MOOD
today..for the whole tt i am very unwilling to tok to anyone at home and even do anything..i jz feel like isolating myself and rot in a corner..i dunno wat's when wrong wif me..but i tink i am somehow affected by many things..many times in the day..i jz feel like crying out loud and get everything over and done with..my tears jz stop after a few drops..i am still feel very sad now..my day is jz as bad as the weather today..i really hope tml will be a better day..i really hope to be ever happy like the msg i received..today is a bad day!!!

i have no idea why are u giving urself so many things to do at the same time?it is really gd to be inspired to achieve something great..but will u really be happy keeping urself so busy and making urself so tired everyday?u are weird..a person who is passionate about everything..at first i tot tt i sld be happy for u tt u are really tinking for ur future.but now..i suddenly feel so scared cos i know soon u will not be the person i noe cos all the things tt u are going to go through is going to mould u into another person..

2006-04-13T05:52:00.000-07:00

i have a retarded com..a com tt always remain in the yr 2001..so toopid la..also dunno wat happened..jz hope tt i can cont to come online anytime i wan..plz dun give me any prob..
oh my..i realised tt my class having a inter conflict and it is getting abit serious..i underestimated the whole situation..i tot everything is ok and tt they are getting aong well..oh my..how?i really hope things will not worsen.....
took pics wif my class ppl today..had so much fun..laugh laugh laugh and laugh..shall upload onto my bog once i get them frm erwin..haha..
yest got hockey..everyone is so lethargic..we play floor ball again..but this time the whole game seems so draggy..everyone doesnt seems to have to mood to practise at all..i tink we are going to buy hockey sticks too..i cant wait to practise wif the real hockey stick..and really get the actual feel of being a hockey player..
acjc rugby team played against mi today!and.................WE WON!!!!hahahaha..
cmb taking part in the competition against bands frm other countries this sun..i really hope tt they can do the sch the nation and the seniors proud..i really hope tt i can be there to support them...mz jiayou..i really love u all lots esp the saxophone section..(remember our OKIE?!!!!*raise hands*

2006-04-07T06:07:00.000-07:00

i love ONE SA THREE!!!went out for a last min class outing to fish and co at wheelock today..muahaha..was a glutton..eat alot..le le claire and i shared the seafood platter for 2 and fish and chip..was real full after tt..haha..our class got lots of scandals now..so toopid lo..muahaha..and all the nick names for all the ppl..my class have many nice ppl..
saw this gal at the crumpler shop!she got 2 ang moh body guards la..so extreme..the gal is kind of fat and so does her fren...aiyo but the fact tt she has body guards really show tt she is a really big shot la..
feeling so affected by someone today..i am not trying to discourage the person but we sld all know our limits..and the someone kind of disappoint me quite abit..after much tinking i noe tt i sld cont supporting the someone and dun doubt the person's ability..
i wan to learn jap..but i dun tink i can cope wif the intensive lessons starting in june which is like twice a week..cos by then hockey training will be three times a week..i wun have to time and energy to...aiyo..how?
dun look down on me..i can survive in hockey!i will nvr quit!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1

2006-04-06T05:05:00.000-07:00

i am aching so much..i feel like a pregnant lady hu cannot walk and sit properly..so pain..feeling so terrible..the cause of the pain is due to mon's pe and wed hockey traning..
training was better than last week..as usual we di our conditionning and we played floor ball this week..it was to let us have a feel of hockey and love it even more..i am so proud of myself for running ard so much and perspire so much too..haha.although i am feeling real tired..but i am redy to work hard cos i really wan to get into the hockey sch team..cos of hockey i will love to perspire and train my stamina..i mz jia you..i can no longer tink tt i am unable to make it..if i tink i can i can!!!
i am feeling so discouraged this feel day..i suddenly feel tt i am so dumb..i dun seems to be exceling in watever i do..the feeling really suck and i hate it..but i will cont to be YONG YUAN KUAI LE!!=D

2006-03-31T20:23:00.000-08:00

went for a mini class outing yest..it is mini not becos many din turn up..but it is jz a very short outing..actually most of the ppl turn up bah..so happy..we went to the hv swensens to eat the ice cream buffet..i onli managed to eat 5 scoops of ice cream..haha..too full by then..but some of them like yin zhen and rayston ate bout 10 scoops of ice cream..haha..but ppl like joel only ate three..so not man..haha..took a few pics..shall get them frm erwin and post them up on my blog..haha..ah poh is funny..she always makes me laugh..going to miss her so much next week cos she will be on blue slip the whole week..boo hu hu..i love 1SA3!!!
my new cca-hockey!went for my first prac this wed..was quite ok..the ppl there are quite friendly..i kind of enjoy myself..did abit of physical training and played some games to bond all of us together..we played dog and bone and another game which i dunno its name..but it was real fun..haha..the bad thing bout joining hockey is tt i have to buy alot of stuff..eg.the hockey stick which is hundred over dollars..i am sure tt my perents wun be willing to pay for it..but i really do wan to stay in hockey la..i shall try to buy second hand stick frm the senior..anyway i dun tink i will get to use the stick after i graduate..=)