haha..i tink i getting more and more pro in hidding my own feelings..muahaha..recently i jz seems to be keeping thing to myself and not even tell me good frenz..i find it rather diff to tell them and i dunno how to tell themm..haha..although i may feel very terrible but i tink i can take it bah..i dunno how long can i cont to take it but i'll try my very very best..dun ask me bout wat am i bothered or sad bout..cos i dun wish to say and if i really wan to say i will..my heart is crying..haiz..and i tink i noe y..arhz..and i know onli something can solve all the probs i am facing now...i dun wish to put on a fake smile everyday..but isnt this the way life sld be by putting up a mask in front of the others?it's jz hard to be true..