get ready for a long entry....











firstly i wan to tok obut the takuya show i watched till 3am++ yest..haha..this is the show(BEAUTIFUL LIFE) tt i took the longest time to watch as due to many reasons i am not able to watch it..thanks to all my beautiful sisters..haha...it was a great show...haha..i knoe this show is shown on spore tv long time ago..but i miss it..so got to watch it now..muahaha...my takuku is as handsome as ever..love him!the show is super touching..i cried like mad...esp when the part takuku helped the main female lead to put on make up when she was dead..so sad..at tt pt of time, i was tinking tt if it is me who's loved one pass away..the pain u will feel will be super unbearable!during many parts of the show..i jz can totally feel how takuku and kyouko feel in the senerio...very sad..they truely love each other but cant be together..but i believe the gal left wif no regrets..cos they did spend a very enjoyable time together...it is always nice to have a common dream for a couple u noe..like wat they had in the show..having this salon at the beach and all the little details in the shops..so sweet of time..i totally envy the love they have for each other..haha..it's a great show.. mz watch mz watch..haha..


arhz..cant anyone understand me?not tt i dun wan to study..plz understand how i feel..do u all noe tt i am suffering now..every morning i will wake up cos i noe i have work to do..i am feeling so bad and terrible..i woke up every morning in fear..i am so afraid tt i cant make it for jz..i scared i have to retake o level..i scared i cant tahan till the end of the yr..arhz..i noe all this are unecessary worries but i jz feel so worried..haizzz..



met may today..ya..and heard bout the DSA thingy..tt i miss my chance..arhz..may say tt if css ppl wan to enter thru band dun ahve to go thru audition..crap..i totally miss my chance..now i have to work super hard to get into sajc...pissed off..arhz...i missed my chance..arhz..i am so angry..arhzzzz....