i am a bad fren...how can i call myself good fren of someone and be the last to know bout stuff..ya..ta first i was quite sad to be the last to know..but at second tots..i tink i was somehow my fault for being so busy and not making the extra effort to know more bout her and stuff..i took it for granted tt she will tell me if anything happen..maybe i nvr tink of how she feel and make her supper lonely..i noe she will nvr get to read this..but i jz wan to tell her tt i really do care about her lo..i really cherish the frenzship btw me and her and hope to be good frenz wif her forever...haiz...i dunno wat to say..but i noe i am hurt emotionally..haha..a fren tt i cant contact easily and lost touch wif...