waking up everyday in fear..haiz..i also dunno wat am i afraid of..but i am jz scared..dun let me be alone..cos i will have the feeling again..dun allow me to tok bout it again cos i'll cry..i dunno wat to do to be more brave..or i can do now is to make myself do nth but study..
today is so cold..i can feel tt my organs are all vibrating..muahaha..ya tt's the feeling i always get when i am super cold..tml i am going to bring two jackets to keep myself warm..haha..
i tink i wan to go for sajc for my first 3 mths..but mama say too far dun wan..but i really wan to go to the sch badly..since i cant go for 2 yr..y cant i go for 3 mths then..i promise nt to complain tt i am tired or anything..haha..i bet i will have fun..haha..in great dilemma and depression..