feeling so frustrated today..have been looking forward to go home the whole day..arh..i jz cant seems to understand wat's going on in ionic equil.so sianz..i got so sick tt i dun feel like going for chem lesson anymore..i'm trying so hard to understand..but i really canot understand!!!!!!!!!!!help me!!!!tell me tt i have the rights to say i dunno...
my class is going to make a class pullover..cant wait for it to be done..i tink it will turn out nice..i feel tt our class is rather bonded..cant believe tt lim kayyee still claim tt we are not..dunno wat's wif her too..haha..
alot of ppl ahve to go for ssp..i really pity them la..everyday lesson end so late le still mz stay back to 6 plus for remedial..haiz..worst than o's...bad bad bad..everyone JIA YOU!!!!u all can do it!!!!!=)

why sld young teenagers in spore have to be exposed to the cruel and realistic world so soon?i totally canot stand ppl hu tok to ppl cos there's a need to..trying to make use of them..the worst is to suck up to the person and eventually gain something frm him/her..arhz..this is so disgusting..does being true to ppl really tt diff?coming to jc..i became less able to trust ppl ard me..i confused..i have no idea hu are my true fren and wat are they tinking...joyce says tt everyone is not simple..but some choose to show it out/some dun make it obvious/some jz do not noe how to make use of their unsimpleness..i do agree wif her..but i really enjoy and rather be someone hu is so simple..but it's so diff..things happening ard u jz make u so not simple..aiyo..i feel toopid toking bout this topic..but I WAN TO BE SIMPLE!!!
suppose to go out wif lele today to shop for bags..but she had choir meeting at 4.30 which onli lasted for 10 mins..i sld have waited for her..haiz..anyway i saw this two bags in jp..i dunno if i sld get one of them...i shall tink bout it..

i'm in a super bad mood today..bad mood bad day..actually i was already quite unhappy the previous day le..this morning before i enter the hall, i was caught for my "unallowed" pair of shoes..arhz..then i have to meet keith tan outside the hall after assembly and i was late..he had to find my no frm the student's profile and call me..thank god tt i was outside the hod rm when he called..bad things do not jz end here..i was suppose to go in to the hod to change into a pair of white shoes..not onli the shoes look bad, i banged into a teacher while walking into the hod rm causing her whole cup of coffee to topple..arhz..i am so clumsy and so toopid..
i tried so had to hold back my tears since yest..but i failed..a few drops of tears jz rolled down my cheeks..i feel so toopid la..i told myself tt i can nvr every cry in sch during my 2 yrs in acjc..but i jz messed up everything today..boo hu hu..

so pissed..stop mentioning bout everything..it's ok..cant we jz move on and let the past remain behind us..i really beg tt u all will not tok bout it again..cos i simply dun wan to be reminded bout it..i am not trying to be proud of anything..i dun feel good either seeing all of u so upset..i am not miss wonder there are still things tt i dunno..dun make me feel like a total nerd!i really hate it..
I WENT RUNNING TODAY!
i was wrong to tink tt i got over everything, happily tinking tt time helps to fade away everything..i am jz being so naive..does avoiding and having a 'dun care atittude make me feel better?things are simply impossible..y do i still have to be an idiot to want to care so much.anyway i feel tt my encouragement and concern do not mean anything lo..maybe i am jz a kpo..totally not elegant, refined or decent!i am wat a FOOL.may u disappear in front of me forever.sometimes i simply hate the sight of u!

yest was my first hockey training on the pitch..it was not very tiring but my body is aching today..haha..it jz feel rather unatural to run ard wif the stick and the ball..and i still find it diff to keep control of the ball.hopefully i will improve after mcuh practise..and i have to regain my fitness!
poor little cousin of mine..was sick for many days..heard frm my mum that she nvr eat for the past 3 days..poor gal la..she slept on the sofa for 5 hrs today..she is so weak and canot even play wif me..she was crying so badly while eating medicine jz now..however my mum still has to force her to eat the medicine to get her appetite bad..hope she will get will soon!
WELCOME BAKC LELE!!!!

long time no blog...how have all of u been?
this week is rather a short week cos sch onli start officially on wed after terms..haha..but i did quite alot of stuff..muahaha.. i ate alot,slp alot, watched soccer,did my tutorials,finish reading my harry potter book and even went for ndp preview..haha..
ndp preview was ok..to me it's jz another ndp lo..but the feeling of being ther wif so many singaporeans is really gd..haha..the thing tt entertain me alot is this motivator..he is super gay looking..can see tt he is really trying very hard to make all of us "high", but the way he do it is really super funny..haha..my cousin and i were laughing our head off throughout the whole ndp..haha..we even tried to take a video of him..haha...felt very mean after tt..haha..but it's real funny..HAHA
watched soccer at my grandma's house this morning..was really tired so cld not really conc thruout the whole match..nvrtheless i stayed up till the match end..the result of the match is unpredictable..3-1..expected germany to win but din expect them to score 3 goals..haha..anyway i am super disappointed in portugal..i feel tt they cld have done better lo..totally have no idea what are they doing la!!ronaldo also..bad player..starting to dislike him..i hope tt france will win today and there will be less than 2 goals..haha..then i'll get my port jersey and win money!!!..haha..

halo ppl!!!i am back!!!!feeling so relax now..the horrible terms is over..haha..all i hope for is to pass all my subjects..i will be happy enough..
went out wif some of the class ppl for sakae buffet today..ate alot..ESP WATERMELON..watermelon is my fav fruit..but if u wan me to eat more i tink i may puke..haha..feeling fat now..oh my god..i better go and do some exercise!!!haha
there's world cup semi finals tml morning at 3..i am so going to watch it..suddenly jz feel tt soccer is fun to watch but i i noe nuts bout it..at least noe i somehow noe wat is offside and netherland=holland..haha..shall slp early later and wake up early tml..haha..i dunno hu sld win?oh no......
cant wait to be back in sch officially tml!!!muahaha..

halo ppl!!!i am back!!!!feeling so relax now..the horrible terms is over..haha..all i hope for is to pass all my subjects..i will be happy enough..
went out wif some of the class ppl for sakae buffet today..ate alot..ESP WATERMELON..watermelon is my fav fruit..but if u wan me to eat more i tink i may puke..haha..feeling fat now..oh my god..i better go and do some exercise!!!haha
there's world cup semi finals tml morning at 3..i am so going to watch it..suddenly jz feel tt soccer is fun to watch but i i noe nuts bout it..at least noe i somehow noe wat is offside and netherland=holland..haha..shall slp early later and wake up early tml..haha..i dunno hu sld win?oh no......
cant wait to be back in sch officially tml!!!muahaha..