so pissed..stop mentioning bout everything..it's ok..cant we jz move on and let the past remain behind us..i really beg tt u all will not tok bout it again..cos i simply dun wan to be reminded bout it..i am not trying to be proud of anything..i dun feel good either seeing all of u so upset..i am not miss wonder there are still things tt i dunno..dun make me feel like a total nerd!i really hate it..
I WENT RUNNING TODAY!
i was wrong to tink tt i got over everything, happily tinking tt time helps to fade away everything..i am jz being so naive..does avoiding and having a 'dun care atittude make me feel better?things are simply impossible..y do i still have to be an idiot to want to care so much.anyway i feel tt my encouragement and concern do not mean anything lo..maybe i am jz a kpo..totally not elegant, refined or decent!i am wat a FOOL.may u disappear in front of me forever.sometimes i simply hate the sight of u!