WHEN WILL I GET MY MORALE BACK?!

rahh..why do i have to be ever worrying bout the same thing?i am so sick and tired of it.i'm at lost.i really dunno wat sld i do now and where sld i go now.no matter how many As i get.failing this subject will get me no where.haiz..and my dreams can nvr come true.i jz wan to put this unpleasant memory behind my head and nvr bring it out again.boo hu hu.was feeling quite depressed yest.cried a few times.i feel like shouting out all my frustration.i dunno if i sld hate mysefl for being so dumb of jz face the reality.haha.