i tot i was strong enough

i tot i cld jz treat nth happen

i tot i can be the same

i tot .....

but wat..i cant..cos i am a failure..i cant believe when i came to sch today i suddenly dun feel like toking..i jz wan to keep so quiet..this is so not me..i am losing myself..ii'm feeling so terrible..i jz wan to me myself again..haha..i dunno how long will this continue..jz dunno..

i feel tt ppl are selfish..i cant help it but feel so..they will always tink of themselves first then anyone else..however..we ppl cant stand selfish ppl on the other hand..isnt this ironic..to a certain extent..i tink we ppl sld spare a little tots for the others and stop living in a world tt revolve ard u..u cant deny the fact tt ppl are always backstabbing u..even within a grp of good frenz..no one is jz willing to clear up the misunderstanding..so things jz go on and on..jz cant stop tinking bout how my frenz will backstab me at my back..are all this ppl called ur frenz anymore?hahahahaha..i dun tink so at all..frenz are not suppose to be defined this way..wat i predicted is coming true..SELFISH!!!!!!!!!