pls allow me to say wat i always wish to say since dunno when..before i really break down and disappear frmthe earth..(haha..of course i am not going to commtin suicide la!)

dreamt of u again..the dream is jz so real..i feel tt we bacame gd frenz once again..frenz tt can tok bout anything and everything in the world..i mean i wldn't wan to get out of the dream..the feeling is jz so good and i feel so safe and stuff..although in the dream ur appearance look diff..but the feeling together is still the same as ever..all the toopid and rubbish tt we will tok about..muahaha..and all the cold jokes tt u will say to make my day..haha..i din expect to lose a fren jz like tt for no reason..we jz drew further and further away frm each other..i envy those ppl tt can be so close frenz wif u..cos i believe they are fortunate cos u are nice...i tink it's a one sided thingy for me wanting this frenzship back..muahaha..but nvm..my life still continues w/o u..and will be better as ever!muahaha...


one more thing:jz wan to ask someone to shut up..i mean cut all ur crap to eran more attention..cos attention get u no where..if u tink getting attention is impt to u..u are so wrong..cos u are losing a fren tt reall care for u..if u treasure a frenship..u will do all things to slavage it, isnt it? stop being so selfish to make ppl acommodate to ur needs..shut up and sit down and tink wat is more impt to u and get it back before it is too late..if not continue to be a loser,living in such a innocent life u presume..cos i dun give a damn!